When you think the worst feeling in the world you think its gotta be some kinda guilt or physical pain.
This is on a whole other level of physical or mental stress.
I had my group assignment due last weds at 10 so as a precaution we decided to all be there by 8. So im fluffin' round getting ready and when i decide to leave i realize ill probably end up being a few minutes late as the train ride in is around 45-60 mins no biggy.
I had to go back home TWICE! Forgot my USB (sooo important had some indesign files and the rationale we needed) and my phone (definetely needed :p). So that was cool definetly late now so i rushed to the train station.
Considering the fact that id had 2 green teas, water with psyllium husk and a glass of water earlier that morning i was sitting on the bench, train approaching, I suspected i may need to go to the loo.
SHIT. I was in no-go land anyhow. no toilets in sight so i assessed the situation and reluctantly jumped on a carriage.
At first it was fine. 1o minutes later it was not.
Desperation kicked in about halfway. 45-60 MINUTES the length is ridiculous and id also noticed id jumped on the long train at peak hour so there was someone sitting next to me as i tried hard not to wriggle around.
It consumes your thoughts. Ive had people tell me before in situations like this "just dont think about it" but i couldnt help it. I thought about the time a friend wet through her dress on the train seat ON THE WAY to town, I saw water gushing, every stop seemed like a point of escape; but if i did id have to wait 30min for the next one! Not an option.
So i waited. I sat and i waited and i looked at fellow passengers in deep desperation.
60mins goes by so slowly but i eventually made it jetting up the stairs past casual walkers.
Turns out my lecturer emailed and said she was sick so the hand in was post-poned. -______-

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