Sunday, August 22, 2010

The worst feeling in the world times ten trillion billion

When you think the worst feeling in the world you think its gotta be some kinda guilt or physical pain.
This is on a whole other level of physical or mental stress.

I had my group assignment due last weds at 10 so as a precaution we decided to all be there by 8. So im fluffin' round getting ready and when i decide to leave i realize ill probably end up being a few minutes late as the train ride in is around 45-60 mins no biggy.

I had to go back home TWICE! Forgot my USB (sooo important had some indesign files and the rationale we needed) and my phone (definetely needed :p). So that was cool definetly late now so i rushed to the train station.

Considering the fact that id had 2 green teas, water with psyllium husk and a glass of water earlier that morning i was sitting on the bench, train approaching, I suspected i may need to go to the loo.

SHIT. I was in no-go land anyhow. no toilets in sight so i assessed the situation and reluctantly jumped on a carriage.

At first it was fine. 1o minutes later it was not.

Desperation kicked in about halfway. 45-60 MINUTES the length is ridiculous and id also noticed id jumped on the long train at peak hour so there was someone sitting next to me as i tried hard not to wriggle around.

It consumes your thoughts. Ive had people tell me before in situations like this "just dont think about it" but i couldnt help it. I thought about the time a friend wet through her dress on the train seat ON THE WAY to town, I saw water gushing, every stop seemed like a point of escape; but if i did id have to wait 30min for the next one!     Not an option.

So i waited. I sat and i waited and i looked at fellow passengers in deep desperation.

60mins goes by so slowly but i eventually made it jetting up the stairs past casual walkers.

Turns out my lecturer emailed and said she was sick so the hand in was post-poned. -______-

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