I see who you are

After handing in all my assignments theres the weird lingering feeling of "is that it?"

I still have an exhibition to organise which is in just over a week and ive done jack shit after pondering whether to even commit to doing it.

I just want to make cool shit.

Not shit to put in galleries, shit that people go "oh look at the use of typography, very precise", i want to be inspired and make impromptu stuff that takes two days at the most, make explosive art babies that ooze my life experience and personality because at the moment i feel too rigid. Im not yet myself, im still holding back and im still figuring out why and what to make of life. Im consistently looking forward to things and not enjoying each day for what it is.

fuck.